dint go for the class farwell thing for taiguan in the end. cos kermin dint go too. i know its damn evil and mean la. and prob like wat gyl said, it'll reflect bad on me. but i dun care. cos even tho he's my classmate, i dun even talk to him at all. plus the pple who went are pple whom i dun really talk to. and also, i dun really like seoul garden. so, instead of pulling a long face over there, must well i dun go. BUT i felt guilty of cos. so i msged taiguan (: but he dint reply. haha. its okay la. at least i feel slightly better.


anw, dunno why been having so much random thots these few days. think im being damn insensitive towards my frens smhow. but i dun realise it until its too late. ohwells, everyth's just falling apart i guess. -shrugs.


just feel like running away. leaving everyth behind and hide myself. hide till everyone forgets tt i ever existed. mebbe their lives wld be much much happier without me